“In my daughter’s eyes I am a hero
I am strong and wise and I know no fear
But the truth is plain to see
She was sent to rescue me
I see who I wanna be
In my daughter’s eyes
In my daughter’s eyes everyone is equal
Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace
This miracle God gave to me
Gives me strength when I am weak
I find reason to believe
In my daughter’s eyes
And when she wraps her hand around my finger
Oh it puts a smile in my heart
Everything becomes a little clearer
I realize what life is all about
It’s hangin’ on when your heart has had enough
It’s giving more when you feel like giving up
I’ve seen the light
It’s in my daughter’s eyes
In my daughter’s eyes I can see the future
A reflection of who I am and what will be
Though she’ll grow and someday leave
Maybe raise a family
When I’m gone I hope you see how happy she made me
For I’ll be there
In my daughter’s eyes
Congratulation! Today you’re one month baby. Not yet a toddler, but I’m sure you will be in no time.
Last week was a very shocking week. Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia, once again bombed by some crazy guys. Of course, our initial reaction was shocked (Again? How could it be?). Then got angry (**** you, terrorist!). Then got united (Indonesia Unite: we are not afraid!). Then life goes on as usual. Yes, we all shall move on but we should not forget. Our deepest condolences to all the victims and their family.
On a brighter side, yesterday the election committee (KPU) announced the result of 2009 Indonesian Presidential Election. The winner is, as expected and undoubtly, Bapak Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono and Bapak Boediono. So you will spend the next five years under their government. The most pressing question today is, of course, who will run for 2014? Your father and mother really hope that we will have younger better candidates to come up within the next five years.
And on a funnier side, you seem to enjoy TV shows. Perhaps you love to hear people talk or music playing. Of course, I will not let you watch/hear sinetron. It’s definitely not good for people of all ages. It will be contraband in our house and Pocoyo will be on the top of our playlist.
You also love to turn around. Are you trying to lay on your stomach? Well, perhaps it’s time for it but we will look for further advice and will watch over you.
One thing we love to see is how you develop, grow up, so fast. We’re very happy to see your big appetite and to see that you’re very healthy and everything is alright. You give your parents a happy day everyday.
Now to end this letter, I have found a beautiful song by Martina McBride titled “In My Daughter’s Eyes“. Here’s a quote from the song. Something that I’ve felt during the last one month.
“And when she wraps her hand around my finger
Oh it puts a smile in my heart
Everything becomes a little clearer
I realize what life is all about
Today, you are fifteen days old. Alas, we won’t have any celebration until you’re a month old and no party until you’re one year old. Yes, too bad, I know, otherwise we would have parties every day. The creamy cake, the funny hat, the presents, and all the other kids running around like their pants on fire chased by their parents or their nanny. Isn’t that nice?
By now, you probably feel like you’re now in a strange new place. No, you’re not in exile you’re in your maternal grandmother’s house in Bekasi. You’ll be there with your mother while, don’t worry, I’ll be visiting you every weekend.
On last Thursday, we went to your doctor (actually it’s the substitute doctor because your real doctor was on a leave). You have gained your birth weight again at 3,2 kg and now 51 cm tall. So, you gain 2 cm in just a week? That’s cool, you will need *only* to grow 120 cm more to outgrow your father. I can’t wait for your next visit to the doctor.
Yesteday was your two weeks mark which come two days after the 2009 Indonesian Presidential Election. There is hardly any surprise on that day. Indonesia turns blue as many have already predicted. It will be interesting to see what will happen on 2029 presidential election (that’s when you can vote for the first time).
By now, your mother and I have already realized that you have inverted day-night activity, which many say to be normal at your age. You are a peaceful little angel sleeping at daytime but very active at night trying to get our attention. Yes, we have thought about you having colic, but we certainly hope you’re not. Afterall, you’ll be just fine and sleep again after a while of rocking and swinging and singing. Yes, singing, no matter how very wrong all my tunes are. How very generous of you.
Yes, we all heard of the good and bad of the Cancer child. Yes, we’re still trying to catch up with your schedule. Yes, sleep deprivation is inevitable but seeing you sleep peacefully in the morning cheers us up again. Are you having a dream? What do babies dream about? Seeing you smile in your sleep is priceless.
May God bless you in every little step you make in this world, baby girl.
I know that it’s been six days after your birthday but I haven’t blogged anything about you or posted any pictures of you. Well, there’s one picture I put on Facebook but it was taken by my sister (your aunt) using my father’s (your grandfather’s) cameraphone. I know I’m guilty, so I’m writing this for you.
First of all, welcome to the world my baby girl. You’ve stayed quite a long time on your mommy’s womb. Forty weeks and three days. You sure knew how to make yourself comfortable inside.
You’ll probably asked why such a long name. Well, your parents (that’s us) were so exciting we literally search each and every name available on books and the internet. So many good names, hard decision, your name could’ve been longer it won’t fit on any form you’ll fill once you’ve grown up.
Keira. It’s such a beautiful name that we found only days before your birthday. Some source says that it’s Greek, meaning “lady”. While other source says that it’s Irish, meaning “dark-haired”. You will certainly become a lady someday and your mother has always prayed that you have your father’s (that’s me) thick dark hair. Looks like your mother’s prayer has come true.
Noemi. I suggested this name to your mother and she agreed. She even decided to call you Noe(mi) instead of Keira. A source says that it’s Hebrew, meaning “pleasant” but other source says that it’s French, meaning “beautiful, gentle”. You’re certainly a pleasant little baby girl and, no doubt, beautiful.
Abigail is the name of King David’s wife, described as “good in discretion and beautiful in form”. This is your mother’s first pick. It’s Hebrew, meaning “Joy of The Father”. You’re surely sent from Heaven and we’re so blessed and joyful to have you with us.
Just like every beautiful names, there are also people who will mispell your name, just like your father’s and mother’s name. Not everyone here can write “Eric” correctly. Mostly it’s “Erick” or “Erik” or even “Heri”. While your mother “Lita” often mistaken with “Rita”. Be assured that there will be more “Kiera” or “Kayla” or “Kira” or “Naomi” or “Neomi” in the future but we will make sure that your name will be written properly on your birth certificate.
Some facts about your birthday. Your date and ours combine, make a good pattern. Yours is on 25th, your mother’s is on 27th, and mine is on 29th. While not on the exact date, we thought that you’re a perfect gift for our first wedding anniversary on June 1st.
June 25th will also be remembered as the day Michael Jackson, The King of Pop, died. Don’t worry, you can always google him later.
Now, I can’t promise to write about you every day but I will from time to time. I will also take as many pictures of you as I can. It will all become your precious memento of the past.
Welcome to the world, Keira Noemi Abigail. We hope you can enjoy every second of your life. We will take care of you, we will pray for you. May Jesus help you and bless you along the way.